Ziva was the only one in the squad room at 12:20. 3, 2, 1…12:21. That’s all she had to do. There was no work to be done and there was no case to work on. She looked up and wondered where Tony, McGee, and Gibbs were. She thought about calling down to Abby just to say hi. She picked up the phone and called down to Abby’s lab. The strange thing was she didn’t answer. Knowing her partners, she figured something was wrong; something that apparently her team mates had been really good at hiding from her. She should rely on her training. She should be able to deduce why they were all being so secretive. She looked around to see if anyone was looking and when she found that no one was present, she walked over to Tony’s desk and typed in his password. She smiled at the fact that she could get into his computer from just watching his fingers type. When his computer unlocked there was a word document open that read,
Dear Ziva,
What you’re looking for is not on this computer.
Trust me I know you were looking. And I will be changing my password
Sincerely,
Anthony D. Dinozzo
Damn it Tony! Ziva thought as she slammed his desk.
“Ziva! You’ll be staying with Tony for the next couple days” Gibbs said as he came around the corner. Ziva jumped from her position when she saw Tony follow quickly behind. He sent her a look that was full of disappointment because she knew that he knew that she looked.
“Why am I…” she was so confused. Tony came up behind him and moved her body out of the way of his desk. He pushed her a little bit so that she could comprehend the message he was sending.
“Special Agent David. You are being assigned protection” Leon said as he also came around the corner. “You will be under the protection of Special Agent Dinozzo. You will not be staying at your house or at Tony’s house. We’ve arranged a safe house for the two of you.” Tony looked up at the Director with a confused look on his face. The information he was given was that Ziva would be staying at his house with him; not in some safe house in the wilderness.
“Director they don’t know where…”
“Unfortunately they do Agent Dinozzo. They have Intel on the both of you.”
“Who are ‘they’?” Ziva questioned looking from Dinozzo to Gibbs. Neither of them spoke. She looked to the Director to see if he offered any information on the question she’d asked. “Will someone PLEASE answer me?” Just at that moment Abby came around the corner with her face buried in papers.
“Gibbs the fingerprints on the weapon outside her house belonged to Adene Alkalai.” She looked up just in time to see Ziva’s countenance drop.
“Why would a weapon belonging to my cousin be outside my house?”
“Did you tell him?” McGee asked Abby as he walked into the squad room. He looked to see Ziva turn around and walk towards Tony. There were tears in her eyes as she slapped him across the face. She didn’t throw a punch and she didn’t threaten him. She only placed a singular slap across his face. She then turned to Gibbs and said, “I do not need protection…”
“Yes Ziva you do” Gibbs said as he cut her off. She ignored him and kept speaking.
“If my father wants me dead then he’s going to have to do better than a couple of floppy…”
“Sloppy” Tony interrupted. She looked over her shoulder and fired the most heinous death glare at him. She completely ignored his interruption and continued.
“He’s going to have to better than a couple sloppy agents. I will defend myself. He didn’t send trained assassins so I can take down regular Moss ad agents.” Gibbs walked over to her and placed his hand under her chin to lift her head up.
“I’ve lost one daughter I don’t need to lose two.” Ziva allowed the silent tears to fall down her face as Tony walked up behind her. Gibbs took her head in his hands and placed a kiss to the top of her head as his eyes filled up with tears of his own. “Now go” he said as he turned her around.
Without making eye contact with Tony she said, “Special Agent Dinozzo is my security?”
Leon looked at her and simply stated, “Yes.” Her face puckered in distain as she said,
“Then I’m going to need to bring my weapons…all of them.” 3, 2, 1…12:31; the moment Ziva David’s heart broke and the moment she knew it would never be fully repaired.
She stared out the blacked out window of the car they rode in. The outside world seemed dark to her; it seemed like there was no light in her life; it seemed like there was no one to open the window and bring light to her life. Tony was sitting next to her and he too was looking out the window. Ziva shot a look to him and wondered where her partner was because the man sitting next to her was not the same man he’d been before she knew what was behind closed doors. “How could you?” she whispered. His head didn’t turn towards her but his voice answered her.
“Easily.” She tried not to let this affect her as much as it was.
“And…?” Tony turned to face her with anger in his face. His voice was still a whisper as to not alert the driver.
“Because Ziva. You are MY partner you are MY partial responsibility.” She went to defend herself when Tony cut her off. “Yes I know that makes you feel inferior. Yes I know you don’t like the thought of having to rely on someone else. Yes I know that you don’t like hiding away. Instead you like facing issues and killing people who attack you and driving like a maniac and trying to handle things your way. But I have a duty to do here and that is to protect you with everything I’ve got. That means if a bullet is coming towards you, I’m jumping in front of it. That means if a shoddy Moss ad agent is coming after you then I’m with you at all times. That alone should answer your question.”
“I did not ask…”
“I know you didn’t ask for this. You didn’t ask for any of this.” He reached for her face and turned it towards him. “You don’t deserve this.” She began to cry and he reached over to unbuckle her seatbelt and draw her against him. He set her head on his shoulder and stroked her head as she softly sobbed into his arm. “You deserve so much more.” He looked out at the tinted world. How could it be so bad? How could it be so blurred? How could it be so tinted that a father would send assassins to kill his own daughter? And why did it have to be the woman he loved?
FWOP!


